Thursday, August 9, 2012
For Capi and Divine:
I dreampt you were dolphins.
Someone had brought you to me and left you in a shallow pool just outside my door.
I stood there looking, at first, thinking how lucky I was.
That I'd always wanted to be close to dolphins,
but that I never knew I'd be close enough to touch them
and care for them.
I held my breath as I stepped into the water.
scared and excited at the same time.
I was worried you'd swim away, but you stayed there and looked at me with eyes that felt wise about things I couldn't even understand.
Your world was under water and mine was here on land.
It seemed like you were smiling.
I waded between you and watched as the water and sun met your skin and created beams so bright I shielded my eyes from the glare.
You were shining like a treasure in the water.
I was surprised at how calm you were.
I thought about every dolphin I'd ever seen and how they lept and waved and dove.
Trained to perform.
But there you floated -
You were so beautiful there on the sides of me and I remember worrying that the parts of your skin that touched the air would dry out, so I slowly scooped up water in my palms and spread it onto your backs over and over again.
You closed your eyes and slept as I kept smoothing the water.
I smoothed until the sun set.
I felt unworthy and unqualified to care for dolphins, but something about the gentle lapping of the water and the way you slept put me at peace.
Before I awoke, it had gotten dark and we had been joined in the water by the reflection of the moon, which couldn't compare to your splendor.
I dreamt you were dolphins.